Cloudy Skies

I use this picture to describe my feelings these past few weeks - Cloudy! I've been feeling really bummed out from work for something I didn't do but was supposed to do. I don't know - people tell me that it's not my really my fault and that it's just a good learning experience. But it doesn't help me reconcile the past. I really hate myself for not being about to change my atttitude and my way of thinking. Why can't I just sleep it off like the other people? Why do I always beat myself up and end up feeling so depressed?! Hey, there is a speck of blue sky in the picture. Hopefully, things will get better soon!!!