What the Future Holds

I keep a rather updated profile on Linked n not because I'm currently looking for a job but I use it as my online resume.  I usually have a hard time locating my latest resume...it's saved in a memory stick somewhere or saved in the hard drive of a computer we no longer use.  Plus, the resume is always a few years old.  I have to update everything over again anyways.  So LinkedIn works for me.

I've been contacted by several recruiters before via LinkedIn- they're looking for people to fill retail buying positions for companies like Williams-Sonoma, CostPlus, etc. I usually politely inform them that I'm not currently looking to move companies but would love to keep in touch for future opportunities.  Because the truth is, I know what the future holds for me. 3/4 of our merchandise buying office has moved to Hong Kong.  It is only a matter of time when our last group goes too.  I swing like a pendulum back and forth on both extreme ends on whether I would move to Hong Kong when the day comes.  Some days like today, I just want to stay here, right where I'm at.  I'm happy living here - all my friends and family are here.  I'm a creature of habit and routine - if it isn't broken, why fix it?

Then I think about if I don't move to Hong Kong, I would surely get laid off.  Will I then find another job similar to the one I have now??  Will any of those opportunities in Williams-Sonoma, CostPlus, etc be able to pay me at my salary level and the bonus I get every year?  Will they be able to give me all the perks (vacation time, airline miles, AmEx reward points...)?  All these questions pop up in my head....This is the part where I don't know what the future holds.      

I've Dreamed Many Dreams

I ran across this poem a while back and loved every word of it.  I'm posting it here in case you haven't read it. Very inspirational and uplifting! 

I've Dreamed Many Dreams 

I've dreamed many dreams that never came true.
I've seen them vanish at dawn.
But I've realized enough of my dreams,
To make me want to dream on.

I've prayed many prayers when no answer came,
Though I've waited patient and long,
But answers have come to enough of my prayers
To make me keep praying on.

I've trusted many a friend that failed,
And left me to weep alone,
But I've found enough of my friends that are really true,
That will make me keep trusting on.

I've sown many seeds that have fallen by the way,
For the birds to feed upon,
But I've held enough golden sheaves in my hand,
To make me keep sowing on.

I've drunk from the cup of disappointment and pain
I've gone many days without song,
But I've sipped enough nectar from the Roses of Life
To make me keep living on!

Happy Hollow

Sarah spent this past Sunday on a play date at Happy Hollow in San Jose with little friends CF and SKC.  At Happy Hollow, Sarah -

• petted a few goats and a lizard
• rode the Danny the Dragon ride  
• sat on a lemur on the Merry-go-around
• saw a tortoise, lemurs, capybara, jaguar, and meerkats 
• had a picnic lunch in the park 
• ran around in a maze
• played on slides
• had loads of fun in the sun with her buddies!! 

We really liked Happy Hallow.  It is a small park perfect for the little ones to run around. Adults don't get too tired walking because it's a small place. All the rides and activities are included in the admission ticket so there are no additional costs.

A Letter to Sarah at 14 months 2 weeks

Hi mao mao
Boy, you are growing by leaps and bounds! You've learned so much in 1 month!

• You are able to follow instructions/directions now... you understand when we ask you to bring us something, sit down, stand up, go someplace, put things back, etc. The only thing we can't get you to do is to stand still!
• Your vocabulary is improving substantially.  Sometimes we are surprised you even know the word! You are able to say: baba, mama, ose (for nose), circle, "gor-dough" (Cantonese for 'over there'), bye-bye, mum-mum, duck, nai-nai (for milk), dog, uh-oh, "deet jor" (Cantonese for 'it fell down'), po-po (Cantonese for 'carry me').  I'm sure they are more words that I'm forgetting or haven't discovered yet!
• You don't seem to be afraid of anything (exception may be the iRobot).  You get on slides and swings, and monkey bars if you could.  Not afraid of heights or falling. 
• You are a little bit better at playing with toys. You know what the buttons do and hand-eye coordinate in stacking up boxes
• You are eating all sorts of table foods now.  We're not even keeping track of what you're eating - hopefully, you're not allergic to anything...'cuz if you do, we wouldn't know how to trace it back to the source!
• You are pretty much bottle-free.  You drink most of your milk in a straw cup (Lollacup).  The only time that you don't is in the morning...and that's mostly our fault/choice because we need to get out of the house in a rush!    
• You have 9 teeth. 4 on the bottom, 4 on the top and a molar!
• We are in the beginning stages of letting you feed yourself with a spoon/fork. You already mastered eating finger foods, so now onto the utensils! Your first self-feeding was a success. You got most of the rice cereal into your mouth. Practice makes perfect!  I can tell that you're kinda like a clean freak because you don't like getting your hands dirty. 
• And you think you can dance!  

Project Runway

I love Project Runway and Season 9 has just started!! It is my all-time favorite show.  I don't have cable so I can only watch this show is online. I like watching the designers' creativity and all the challenges that go with it.  The little bit of drama and personalities also make the show interesting.  I'm not a fashionista but I love the different clothes that come out of the show.  2 episodes out so far...can't wait until the next episode! 

By the way, while watching one of the season's show, I was so inspired that I even shopped around for a sewing machine...thinking that I can try to make my own clothes! ha ha ha!! The sewing machine never made it and I still have to buy my clothes.  Sewing is one of the skills that I wish I had.  My mom used to sew at home as a part-time job when we were little.  I remember that she would get these bags of fabric delivered from somewhere and she would sew the pieces together to make belts, collars, etc.  She would get paid like 10 cents a piece or something like that.  I remember helping her cut off loose thread strands off the finished products or flip the fabrics inside out.  We had this Brother sewing machine that comes on a table, equipped with foot pedals and all.  It was the Mercedes Benz of all sewing machines.  My mom ended up selling the machine off many years later to a friend of a friend for $200 (I think).  I regret that I didn't learn how to sew from that machine.  It was too intimidating.  I would still like to learn how to sew though.  Maybe I should just get a cheapie machine and ask my mom to show me!  

Oakland Zoo

This past Sunday, we met up with some friends at the Oakland Zoo.  The outing was part of my semi-annual get-together with my girlfriends from elementary school.  Yes, amazingly, we still keep in touch (even before Facebook!) Along with our significant others and kids, we met up at around 10:30am.  We walked through the exhibits one by one.  At around noon, we took a break to eat lunch in the grassy picnic area.  Then we continued our walk around the zoo premises. Sarah saw a lot of animals - including bears, monkeys, giraffes, zebras, elephants, and crocodile.  She also spent some time at the petting zoo, with the goats.  Too bad the lions were not out so we didn't get to see them.  We finally made our way to ride the train.  It was a rather long wait - but the kids all waited so patiently!  The train ride took us to the back side of the zoo, which we saw emus and wallabies.  We left the zoo at around 3pm and Sarah was so tired she felt asleep the minute we left the parking lot!

This was our first time to Oakland Zoo.  I must say that although the premise is smaller compared to the SF Zoo, it seems more catered to the younger kids.  The animals seem to be more lively and/or at least you can see them moving about.  The weather is also nicer and warmer. Too bad, this zoo is so far away from our house; otherwise, we would come back more often.   

Sarah turns 14 months today!

A vacation for my vacation

Even though I just came back from a week-long vacation, I am dying to take some days off soon.  Yes, I need a vacation for my vacation!  Because we traveled to a new city, our agenda for the day mostly comprised of wandering about and exploring the place. We did a lot of walking so at the end of the day, we usually returned back to the hotel tired. And of course, having Sarah with us added to the exhaustion. Although I had a lot of fun visiting the Northwest, I didn't feel like I got to relax at all!  

I actually love to take vacation days to do nothing.  Yep, nothing at all.  Wake up late, go to lunch, go shopping, go get a manicure/pedicure or a facial, take a nap, etc.  Just to be lazy. SQ is different - if he takes a day off, it needs to be productive.  I'm on the opposite end.  I don't mind being lazy, even for a few days.  

Columbia River Gorge Day 7 (7/23)

Last day of the trip before heading back to SF.  We checked out of the hotel early and decided to go to the Columbia River Gorge before driving back to Seattle to fly out.  According to Wikipedia, "the Columbia River Gorge is a canyon of the Columbia River in the Pacific Northwest of the United States. Up to 4,000 feet (1,200 m) deep, the canyon stretches for over 80 miles (130 km) as the river winds westward through the Cascade Range forming the boundary between the State of Washington to the north and Oregon to the south." Besides this description, I wouldn't know how to best describe it. 

We took the Columbia River Gorge Scenic Byway and saw some of the most amazing area of open air.  So refreshing! Although I must say that the pollen here was out of control. Even for someone like me who doesn't normally have allergies, I had a sore throat and runny nose.

Time flies when you're having fun and it was time for us to head back to Seattle for our flight back.  As we drove along the I-205 back to I-5, the view of Mount Hood with the beautiful blue sky as the backdrop still remain so vividly in my mind today. Absolutely incredible.  

I had a lot of fun on this trip.  It turned out a lot better than what I had expected and hoped mainly because Sarah did great.  I was very worried about all the logistics - her food, her naps, her schedule, etc.  But she adapted very well to our schedule & everything turned out just fine.  I am so proud of her! I know this sounds silly, but one thing that I am especially happy/proud of is Sarah's bowel movement schedule! Every morning before we go out for the day, we put her on the toilet (we brought her kiddie seat), she does her business...and then we are poop-free for the entire day!!  It surely made the diaper changes in the middle of the day sooo easy!! Just love it!!  thank you mao-mao, you are the BEST baby in town!!    

Oregon Coast Day 6 (7/22)

On Friday, we drove 1.5 hours west of Portland to hit the town of Astoria, WA.  Astoria is a small, Northwest coastal town at the mouth of the Columbia River to begin our drive down the Oregon coast.  It is famous for their Maritime Museum, which unfortunately, we didn't have time to visit.  Right across from the museum, we ate the most incredible-tasting Fish and Chips.  I am not usually a Fish & Chip person, but these were so delicious because it was made with Albacore Tuna.  Yums... still thinking about it!!   

Sarah's 1st time on the sand and not liking it! 

The drive down south along the coast brought us through beautiful beaches and spectacular scenery.   We stopped by a few viewpoints along the way.  

Haystack Rock at Cannon Beach, OR

View from Ecola State Park, OR

We made the trip down to Tillamook, famous for their Tillamook Cheese Factory.  There, we toured the facility and even sampled 3 of their 38 ice cream flavors!  By nightfall, we headed back to Portland for our final night. 

Portland Day 5 (7/21)

 

After the long drive yesterday, we wanted to spend a low-key day today in Portland.  No agenda - just mope around the city.  We went to a Brunch place called Bijou Cafe.  As we were walking there, we noticed a long line of people outside a store.  We later found out that it was Voodoo Doughnuts - and apparently, it is wildly popular with both locals and tourists.  So even after a big brunch at Bijou, we decided to try out this place to see what the fuss is about.  I don't remember how long we waited but I would say at least 1/2 hour. I picked up 3 doughnuts: (1) Mango Tango, (2) Maple Bacon Bar, and (3) Voodoo Doll.  Verdict:  All Gimmick.... maybe except for the Maple Bacon Bar, which actually tastes weird but good.  The Mango Tango is too sweet for my taste and the Voodoo Doll is definitely a gimmick.  It is shaped like a voodoo doll, with a pretzel stick at the heart & raspberry filling (as blood I guess).    

Maple Bacon Bar from Voodoo Doughnuts

Portland's so-called Chinatown is a huge disappointment. There was nothing there other than a handful of Chinese shops. Streets were empty... they don't even attempt to make this place touristy.  We spent 10 minutes there and dashed. 

 

 

Portland's Chinatown Gate

After cruising in the car around town for a little bit, we ended up at Portland's Washington Park - Portland's version of the Golden Gate Park.  Inside Washington Park, there are bike trails, museums, the zoo, and the International Rose Test Garden.  The rose garden here puts GGP's rose garden to shame.  This place is sooooo big!  There are over 550 different species of roses here - categorized by tea roses, hybrid roses, fragrant roses, climbing roses, etc. I find joy in looking for the names of the roses...some are really cute.  The roses were of course spectacular to look at... This place was also FREE, which made it even nicer.  SQ decided to take a nap on the bench in the shade. I must say that it is one of the best places in the world to take an afternoon nap.  

 

International Rose Test Garden

Seattle Day 3 (7/19) & Mount Rainier Day 4 (7/20)

We spent Tuesday on a boat tour on Puget Sound. As you can tell from the picture, the weather was a bit cloudy, but at least it didn't rain; so we were grateful.  This is Sarah's first boat ride.  We were a bit worried about how she would take it but since we were on a big ship and SQ carried her on the Ergo, she probably didn't feel anything different. She is a lot stronger than we think she is. :-)

An unobstructed view of the Space Needle from the water

  

 

 

  

The next day, we checked out of the hotel and began our journey down South (destination: Portland). But on the way down, we wanted to stop by Mount Rainier National Park.  Mt Rainier is about a 2.5 hr drive from Seattle and according to some geological report, it is considered one of the most dangerous volcanoes in the world. We took our chance and got to see some of the most incredible scenery as a result!  Mt Rainier National Park has 4 entrances (one on each corner). We took the most popular Southwest entrance at Paradise.   

Along the drive route, we stopped by many, many scenic points and passed by beautiful waterfalls.  This is my favorite, the Narada Falls - the waterfall drops in 2 tiers.

Narada Falls

 

As we continued our drive up the side of the mountain, we began to see snow on the ground. I guess that because of the heavy rainfall this region had in the last few months, the snow hasn't all melted yet.  We came across a family of 3 deer roaming around.  It was awesome to see wildlife in their natural habitat. We also saw a fox along the way.  

We originally intended to only spend 2.5 hrs at the park, but ended up taking over 4 hours because everywhere we looked, the scenery was so spectacular and breath-taking!  As we exited through the Southeast side of the Park, we finally Mt Rainier after the clearing of the clouds. So surreal! 

 

 

Mt Rainier after clearing of the clouds

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

We finally left the park and continued our journey to Portland.  Today was also SQ's 40th birthday.  Because we didn't leave Mt Rainier until 5pm, we ended up celebrating SQ's birthday with a dinner at Red Lobster in Kelso, Oregon....a very random place in a very random town.  SQ said his favorite part of this entire trip was the day spent at Mt Rainier. I'm glad that he got to spend his birthday in such a beautiful, memorable place.   

Seattle Day 1 & 2 (7/17 and 7/18)

This past week, we experienced our "whole lot of firsts."  We took our first vacation with Sarah to the Northwest Pacific region.  Before this trip, we have never spent more than 1 night from home.  So you can imagine, travelling with a baby for a week long trip was somewhat scary for us...we had no clue what to expect.  We decided to bring Sarah's car seat and stroller with us, which fortunately we were able to check them in as baggage for no charge.  Sarah took her first flight on Virgin America from San Francisco to Seattle.  The flight was early at 8:45a. We woke her up early and left the house by 7a.  She did great on the plane!!  She took turns sitting on our laps.  She spent some time pressing buttons, playing with her boxes (we brought those with us), and eating a small snack.  She also napped for a good 40 minutes.  By the time she woke up, we were about to land. Perfect timing. She did not whimper one single sound throughout the whole flight; our neighbors wouldn't have even known we had a baby with us.

We landed in Sea-Tac Airport around 11a and it was raining.  Of course it was raining -- this is Seattle afterall!! Luckily, we decided to spend the extra money to rent from a car rental company inside the airport, which was the way to go, especially with a baby in toll.  We left the airport and went straight to our hotel at the Sheraton Bellevue.  Bellevue is a suburb 20 minutes away from Seattle.  We went out for lunch first and then moped around the neighborhoods before returning to our hotel.  The first day was quite uneventful and not much to rave about.  We drove along some neighborhoods and I was truly amazed at the beauty of the houses in Bellevue and Medina (right along Lake Washington). Actually, shame on me for using the word "house," these were mansions!! estates!!  Each building was masterfully crafted and has a private driveway with perfectly manicured landscapes...(yes, much better than St. Francis Woods or Sea Cliff houses). I heard that one of those mansions belongs to Bill Gates, but didn't know which one.  All of them were so grandiose!

Sarah had her own crib and we all slept well on our first night in Seattle.   

We left the hotel around 10a and drove to Seattle's Space Needle. Yes, yes, we did all the touristy stuff since it was my first time to Seattle.  We took the elevator up to the observation deck to view the city.  Thank goodness it was a clear and sunny day so we were able to see a lot of the surrounding areas.  Did you know that the Space Needle was built for the World's Fair in 1962 and it will celebrate its 100 years birthday next year?!

After the Space Needle, we took the Monorail to Downtown Seattle and walked to Pike Place Public Market.  I really like this place, but it was really crowded, even on a Monday.  We stopped by Pike Place Chowder, which served one of the best clam chowder I've had.  We visited the original Starbucks there too.  By 2pm, we met up with our tour guide.  We signed up for a 2.5 hour walking tour in the Seattle neighborhoods.  This was quite an ambitious feat since the walking tour involved some walking on uneven pavement, stairs, escalators, hills, etc so they didn't recommend us to bring a stroller (they told this to us beforehand).  So for the next 2.5 hours, I carried the 23 lb Sarah on the Ergo.  ** I am 200% endorsing Ergo as the BEST baby carrier out there.  At the end of the day, my feet were sore from walking, but my shoulders and my back were absolutely fine! I was really amazed because I was expecting to be sore, but I wasn't at all!!    

The walk took us through Pike Place Public Market, the bubble gum wall, the Convention center, the Public library, Pioneer Square and various Downtown parks. We ended up at the Waterfront as our last stop, at the Olympic Sculpture Park, which is famous for the Alexander Calder sculptures.  I especially love the Sculpture Park, because it's very spacious and peaceful here.  It's the waterfront with tons of green grass to sit, relax, and soak in the sun. 

People playing life-size chess in Downtown Seattle

Seattle Public Library

Crochet poles at Occidental Park

Olympic Sculpture Park at the Waterfront

Google personalized home page

 I don't know how this happened (must have been SQ)...every time I log onto Blogger or Gmail, and then go to Google, I see this picture as my Search page...















Did you know that if you log into a Google program (Gmail, Blogger, Picasa, etc), you can personalize your Google homepage?  I just learned this and absolutely love it!!  But don't ask me how to do it... I don't know!  I love this picture of Sarah! She was about 2.5 months in this picture..and yes, her pinky is still up like a girly girl. I used to call her "Spidy Hands" (as in Spiderman's hands when he shoots his web) for this reason.

A Letter to Sarah at 13 months 10 days

Hi mao-mao,

Recently,

• You are walking all over the place!  I can barely keep up. You walk back and forth, in and out. 
• You say mama and baba indiscriminately, although I don't think you really know what these words mean yet. Regardless, we answer you back every time you say these words. You also say mum-mum, duck-duck, and El-mo!
• Your "fly-kiss" consist of you putting your palm on your open mouth and you saying "ahhhhhh." Your hands stay there...as if your kisses don't fly. They stay with you. :-) 
• You like to point at the light, the clock, and everything in between. 
• Your toilet seat is still working like magic. Every morning, you daddy plops you on the seat and you do your business.  I find it utterly fascinating.
• Every time you enter an unfamiliar place, like a restaurant or someone's house, you need time to warm up. You tend to stick really close by us and not let go.  After a while, then you become more comfortable to roam around.
• We have not been diligent in weaning you off the bottle because you drink so much faster from the bottle. But we will start giving you the straw cup so you can practice more. 
• You are drinking 1/2 formula and 1/2 milk now.  I keep you on formula because I want you to get all the nutrients, longer.  I don't think you eat nearly enough solid/table foods!
• You have a total of 7 teeth right now, 4 on the bottom, and 3 on top. The 4th one on the top is coming out, but not quite yet.  The weird thing is that on your bottom right gum, one of your molars is sticking out. I can see the white part of the tooth already. Weird. I thought teeth erupt in an orderly fashion. Apparently, yours don't!! 
• The eczema on your face is a lot better now.  We haven't used aquaphor or hydracortisone on your face for a long time already. You still scratch your neck and it gets red there.  We still need to apply aquaphor onto your neck.

With Love, mama

My 2 Loves

Pretty Shoes

Sarah loves her pretty pink shoes. But whenever she wears them, she can't walk properly.  She ends up tripping and falling because they are not like her Robeez. But yet, no matter where I put these pretty pink shoes, Sarah finds and brings them to me so I can put the shoes on her.  

Silly girl, there are plenty of women shoes that look pretty but we can't walk on them.  This is only your first one...!  

She's Baaaaaaack!

After an overwhelming pool experience on Father's Day, Sarah got traumatized by water. She was not liking her baths anymore. The second we put her into the tub, she tries to climb out. For an entire week and a half, Sarah cried through her baths.  What happened to our water-loving baby that loves to splash, splash, and slash? We tried different things to reverse her fear... We let her sit inside the tub without water, let her play with her rubber ducky, and heck, we even let her watch an old video of herself playing in the water.  Nothing seemed to work... I missed her giggles and her laughs and seeing her splish splash in the water.

My sister so happen to be cleaning out her old baby stuff so she gave us some bath toys.  There were a couple of squirt toys. I am not a huge fan  of squirt toys because I read somewhere that they don't usually dry thoroughly so the toys have a high chance of mold and bacteria growing in them.  Yuck! But at this point, I was desperate.  The daily baths were becoming challenging especially when Sarah wouldn't sit down.  So we gave her the bath toys and they worked like magic. They got Sarah's attention and now, she is baaack!! Sarah is back to having fun in the tub.  She is beginning to enjoy her baths again.  Oh, I am soooo glad that her smiles and all her splashing are back!

Cousins

Top Row (R to L): Hayden (5),  Evan (5), Ethan (7)
Bottom Row :Sarah (1), Tyer (2), Kyle (3)

Every Thursday night, my sisters and I would congregate at my parents' house for a family dinner.  It's a day of the week that I always look forward to... not only because I can be lazy and don't have to cook, but it's a time to eat my mom's delicious home-cooked meal, to see my sisters, to catch up on the latest events, and for Sarah to see her little cousins.  They don't play with her much, because all she does is to go destroy their buildings, rip up their paper airplanes, or steal their trucks to play. hahaha LOL  

Here is a rare picture of Sarah and her little cousins (she has older cousins too!)  Missing is in the picture is little Hailey who turned 3 months about 2 weeks ago. 

Sarah turns 13 months old